Olivia Rodrigo - the grudge (Official Lyric Video)

Listen to the grudge out now: https://OliviaRodrigo.lnk.to/GUTS Store: https://OliviaRodrigo.lnk.to/store Follow Olivia Rodrigo: Instagram: https://instagram.com/oliviarodrigo Twitter: https://twitter.com/Olivia_Rodrigo Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/OliviaRodrig... YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OliviaRodrigo TikTok: https://tiktok.com/@livbedumb Discord: https://discord.gg/livieshq Lyrics i have nightmares each week about that friday in may one phone call from you and my entire world was changed trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers you took everything i loved and crushed it in between your fingers and i doubt you ever think about the damage that you did but i hold onto every detail like my life depends on it my undying love now i hold it like a grudge and i hear your voice every time i think i’m not enough and i try to be tough, but i wanna scream how could anybody do the things you did so easily and i say i don’t care i say that i’m fine but you know i can’t let it go i’ve tried, i’ve tried, i’ve tried for so long it takes strength to forgive but i don’t feel strong the arguments that i have won against you in my head in the shower, in the car, and in the mirror before bed i’m so tough when i’m alone and i make you feel so guilty and i fantasize about a time you’re a little fucking sorry and i try to understand why you would do this all to me you must be insecure, you must be so unhappy and i know in my heart hurt people hurt people and we both drew blood, but man those cuts were never equal and i try to be tough, but i wanna scream how could anybody do the things you did so easily and i say i don’t care i say that i’m fine but you know i can’t let it go i’ve tried, i’ve tried, i’ve tried for so long it takes strength to forgive but i don’t feel strong ooh, do you think i deserved it all ooh, your flowers filled with vitriol you built me up to watch me fall you have everything and you still want more i try to be tough i try to be mea